24/2/10下雨天的早上

今天，天空好暗哦，雨从昨晚半夜开始下了，到现在还在下着，
我，当然也准备要上课去了，天空还是保持着那一幅黑脸，怎么搞得，
在班上，别再提了，没人听课已经不是什么那么出奇的事了，

这是，

我望着窗外，好暗，雨呢，已经变小了，
细细的雨滴，那阵微风，看着窗外，我闭上眼睛，感觉真好。
我想起了假期的那三天，一生难忘的三天，那里，每天都下雨，天不作美嘛，
我看见你，也有心有意地注意你，当然不会太明显啦。
我试图回想那事的情景，辛苦，辛苦，辛苦，可是当我看见你因为把心事说出来而哭的时候，
辛苦中，一点喜悦，好真哦，没有伪装。

我把眼睛睁开，看着雨滴，回想那天的时候，才发现，
你早已不在了。

I wonder where did the courage came from,
i asked her that question, and she replied me honestly,
her honest does made me felt a little hurt, but
she don't know that i already knew the answer,

when she said it out, a confirmation massage to me,
now i really confirm that she got one, a man who stand beside her,
a man who will accompany her, a man who was responsible for the happiness of her,
now, silently, i should try to bury my feelings,
back to basic, became the best friend of her,
but i will never let she know,
I will be waiting........

I miss u,bloggy........
anyway i can't online so often.....
a week has over......
a little better now....
for the whole week everyone keep on asking me,
"What happen to you"......
well, i didn't reply them, sorry for me cruel.....

finally, after what albert and jia yan told me,
I REALIZE SOMETHING......
just as the song jia yan and i sing all the time,
the lyrics, the chorus show what was inside my heart....
thanks to excos, u all did help me a lot
give me advices, care about me....
because of u all, the clown is able to back to his stage after a heart-breaking incident.....

now, back to reality, it is a hard work year,
SPM around the corner,
after i clean up my book rack, i found that i forget to pass up my form4 peka,
crap.....my friend peka was on my hand too.....
well, i will settle it after the New year,
it was New Year after all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR and VALENTINE DAY