The happiest moment always reflect that something bad are gonna happen......
yesterday, the performance was cancelled due to heavy downpour......
but i suggested we will still play although it won't be any audience.....it was agreed by all 3 schools,
we played applepie, tanah pusaka, rasa sayang......
it was so memorable, i will never forget for the whole life of mine,
but something came out after that....
SMI ask us to play something with them,
well, i still in dilemma when i heard their request.....
SHOWING OFF????
i try to stop myself, not to play, not to show off, not to make anyone angry anymore......
but when someone play the DITTY opener,
my damn hand followed,
DAmn, why i can't controlled myself, i promised not to show off anymore,
but i still made the mistake,
I am so......lost.......
i don't know what to do........
I am sorry to Yeap,
I am sorry to everyone......
WHY? at that moment i don't even think for them, I am selfish,
i only think of myself......I am too simple, always don't think twice and wise before acting,
WHAT can i do now? WHAT should i do now? WHAT will i do now......
I no longer able to do anything,
I am weak, useless, simple, stupid........
ALL i can do......just keep on saying SORRY......SORRY......SORRY......
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